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1. How many people do you really trust?
Not many. My wife. My mother. A friend or two.  I have friends who I trust with my life but who I assumed would judge me when I recently came out as non-monogamous/poly/atheist. I’ve got friends who knew we’re non-monogamous before I came out publicly, but who I’d never trust with the URL of this blog. Over all, there are probably less than five people who I know offline who I trust with everything that makes me me. As for primarily online friends, there are maybe two. Let’s call it five total.

2. What are you excited for?
Sex. I know that’s the expected answer, and I wish I had more to say here. An upcoming professional opportunity. An personal growth project. Some kickass writing I can’t wait to share. Skydiving. My kid’s upcoming birthday. But the truth is, it’s hard for me to feel excitement these days. I’m not sure why this is. Maybe it’s because, as a relatively settled suburban husband and father, I find myself taking fewer risks than I did ten years ago. I’d like to be the more adventurous person I was in my twenties, but at this point I feel like my family deserves consistency. Ergo, sex. I’m excited for sex.

3. Have you had sex today?
I woke up in the middle of the night unable to sleep and got myself off. That and some Tylenol seemed to help. So if masturbation counts, yes. Otherwise, no.

4. When was the last time you talked to someone until you fell asleep? What relation are they to you?
Years ago I had an aunt who’d call me and keep me on the phone until I basically nodded off from boredom. I suspect this isn’t what the question is asking. Sometimes Jill and I will converse in bed late at night, though usually she is the first one to fall asleep, not me. The last time we had one of those late-night phone conversations where you just can’t bear to say good night because you can’t stand the thought of being without the other person until morning was last November, when she was out of town on business.

5. What is your opinion on sex before marriage?
I think it’s essential. Sex is, for most humans, an important part of life. The thought of not knowing what your partner is like sexually until you’re basically contractually obligated to spend your life with him or her seems reckless and short-sighted. Why would anyone want to potentially spend decades in a sexually-incompatible relationship, pressured to stay because “it’s only sex”? It is because of society’s unfortunate lack of honesty with regard to the subject of sex that so many marriages experience cheating and/or ultimately end in divorce. If we could collectively acknowledge that sex is something healthy, to be spoken of seriously and not just used to sell products in TV commercials, we might be in better shape.

Bonus: Does your present lover know any of your past lovers? How well?
I’ve never been one to burn a bridge or otherwise end a relationship acrimoniously. While the ends of some of my relationships did involve some acrimony, it was never my intention, and not typically my fault. Thus, while I didn’t always maintain friendships with my lovers once they were ex-lovers, in a few instances I remained on good terms with them. This is due as much to my caring nature as it is to my tendency to plan ahead: An ex-lover with whom I’m on good terms is much more likely to take my call when I’m having a dry spell than someone with whom I’ve scorched the earth during a bad breakup. Anyway, Jill met a former lover of mine with whom I remained on good terms. They considered each other friends; she came to our wedding, and Jill attended her baby shower and various other social functions. For awhile things were very copasetic, and while I never managed to take both women to bed at the same time, it did come up in conversation, and not necessarily as a “never gonna happen”. Then one day, without any ill intent, I screwed up and did something that drove her away. Someday I’ll blog about it.

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On the upstairs landing stands a beautiful vision barely clad in black.  Don’t keep her waiting.

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You’ve seen them before: Social media posts with photographs of people in better physical shape than you. Sometimes the people in the photographs are elderly, physically disabled, or mothers of multiple children. And I understand such posts are intended to be motivational, empowering even. But they rarely come off that way, do they? Even if you don’t recognize her name, I’m sure you’ve seen a picture of Maria Kang, a business owner and mother of three who in 2013 was criticized on Facebook and elsewhere after posting a photo of her three young children and her incredibly toned abs with the caption “What’s your excuse?”

The photo caused a furor because of the accompanying implication: She got in shape and you most likely did not (statistically most American adults who saw the picture are either overweight or obese, or are not but believe they are) and because of this, there is something wrong with you. While it’s great that Ms. Kang has apparently managed to get in shape and stay that way despite overwhelming odds including a self-professed eating disorder, let’s not pretend that her post was meant to motivate others to be like her. It was meant to shame them. The thought of a woman disparaging other women who look differently rather than showing solidarity is disappointing; ultimately it says more about the person doing the shaming than the ones being shamed.

(I use the word “apparently” in the previous paragraph because while she stated in a Facebook post that she is “not naturally skinny“, she apparently included no “before” picture.  After an extensive Google Image Search I was unable to find any photos of Ms. Kang at a heavier previous weight.  While that doesn’t necessarily mean such photos do not exist, I would assume if she actually lost weight rather than maintaining a so-called healthy weight all her life, she would include these photos in her post to prove she’s not naturally skinny.)

Of late, I’ve noticed a number of my male friends on social media posting similar things. Without exception, these friends are all preoccupied with physical fitness. Most of the posts in question are shared or retweeted, though it isn’t uncommon to see a photo of the friend himself, preening after a particularly strenuous HIIT session, and always with the same caption: “What’s your excuse?” And I realize the regular social media posts are meant to hold themselves accountable; you’re less likely to miss a workout if you’re posting regular pictures of your progress.

One can’t fault others for detecting an accusatory tone in those words, though. Even if shaming the non-gym-going populace wasn’t the intention, the insinuation is still there: You aren’t like me, so you must have tried and failed, or worse, you didn’t even bother trying. Tell me why. So I guess I need to answer the question. What is my excuse?

Well, the truth is, I don’t need one. Because despite the assumption that I’m trying and failing to be like you, I’m actually not. I have my standard, and I don’t want or need yours. Don’t misunderstand, I don’t disapprove of your fitness regimen. Why would I? On the contrary, I think it’s fantastic that you’ve set a goal for yourself and reached it. You should be proud of yourself! Keep it up!

I mean, it’s fantastic if you’re doing it out of a desire to be healthy as opposed to a pathological need to reach some societally-prescribed ideal; that doesn’t sound healthy at all. But even if that’s the reason you’re doing it, I’m happy that you’re happy. If you’re happy.

I’m sure you see many people on a daily basis who don’t look like you look. No six-pack. Drinking soda or eating junk food. Getting winded walking up a flight of stairs. They probably don’t even go to a gym! I’m sure that when you see these people you think, “What’s their excuse? If I can do it, they can do it.” But I’m guessing that while a lot of these people try and fail, many of us simply can’t be bothered. We don’t need to be cut. We don’t care about proper deadlift form. We couldn’t tell the difference between parallel grip pull-ups and abdominal leg throw-downs. We like it better that way.

The thing is, everyone has their priorites, and many – most? – people’s priorities differ from your own. For some it’s writing or art. For others it’s raising a family, running a business, or sociopolitical advocacy. And I’m sure they could fit in a grueling workout when they’re done for the day, but for them, these priorities are enough. Hell, some people want to spend what leisure time they have sitting on their ass and playing video games or catching up on their DVR. Of the countless people you encounter every day who have failed to meet your standard, I suspect at least some of them look at you and wonder what your excuse is for not reaching the same goals they have.

So no, people like me don’t have excuses for not running a four-minute mile, or managing a perfect dynamic start. But we don’t need an excuse because these are not the goals we have set for ourselves. Fitness isn’t jury duty; we are not beholden to social media posts by friends who, though well-meaning, misunderstand that everyone in society is free to do their own thing.

Anyway, what excuse would even work? Obviously missing a leg isn’t sufficient; a Google Image Search yields many photos of people with one leg, or no legs, in far better physical shape than I’ll ever attain, many with the “What’s your excuse?” caption. So that’s out. Working two jobs while being a single parent won’t cut it either; anyone on a first-name basis with the staff at their local gym will point out that many professionals who are also parents find hours and hours to get in shape after work without having to leave their children home alone. Crippling depression and social anxiety? Nope. Obesity runs in the family? Hell no, you lazy slacker.

I know these posts are an ego trip for those who post them, so the response these people are looking for may be along the lines of, “I have no excuse. I am weaker/lazier/more pathetic than you are.” If that’s the case, feel free to interpret my words as a validation of your physical superiority and/or godlikeness. Whatever gets you through each day, I suppose.

Me, though? I’m healthy. Healthy enough, anyway. I can keep up with a five-and-a-half-year-old daughter and I’ve got energy to spare. I work out, too. I go to the gym a few times a week, or at least for a run. Still, that’s more out of a need to kill time than any desire to be the perfect physical specimen. Could I be in better shape? Of course I could, but why focus on the negative when there’s so much positive to look at instead? And while I don’t think I look particularly good naked, there are many women who disagree, my wife paramount among them, and I’m smart enough to assume they’re right and I’m wrong. Above all, though, I’m happy.

One last thing: While perusing Google Image Search, I saw a lot of photos of women who, presumably in response to Ms. Kang’s photo, listed all the things they do with their lives that preclude them from being in the exact shape Ms. Kang says they should. Some are active in their church or volunteer elsewhere in the community. Others raise special needs children, or take care of aged parents. Still others are far too busy with post-graduate work, or have a genetic predisposition to heart disease. While these are all valid reasons, I feel like I must compel these women to stop making excuses. Not because excuses get in the way of so-called perfection, but because it’s your life, and you don’t owe your critics anything.

 

1. In winter does your sexual appetite go on a fast?
No! Is this a thing? Do people generally feel less like sex during cold weather? If anything, it’s the opposite for me (although I am just as horny in warmer months). I can’t imagine not wanting a little extra body heat from my wife during the winter.

2. What do you do to kick-start your libido when in a sexual slump?
I don’t often find myself in such a slump, and when I have it’s not due to lack of libido but perhaps lack of opportunity, i.e. during my single days; thus I am having trouble answering this question. I guess if the problem was some sort of disconnect with my partner I’d have to have an honest discussion with her and find out if she felt the same as I did. From there I’d like to think we’d figure out our sexual wants and needs, find out where they coincide, and get to work making them happen. I feel the need to point out that, upon attempting to answer this question I had to do a Google search for “How to overcome a sexual slump”. I checked a few of the results and found that some of the recommended measures were things we already do, so we’re probably in good shape.

3. What is your favorite type of foreplay (to receive)?
Oral sex. I thought about it, and I really can’t think of any other kind I generally receive. I guess a handjob is another variety of receptive foreplay, but I can’t imagine choosing a handjob when a blowjob is on offer.

4. Mutual masturbation–yes or no? What is your technique?
Yes. Middle-of-the-night sex sessions often begin in this fashion. I usually stimulate Jill’s clit, moving my fingers in a circular motion, and after a few minutes of that I enter her with my fingers. Generally speaking G-spot play will occur at this point.

5. Do you give your lover massage? How often? How long?
Yes. Whenever she requests it or seems tense. I usually do it until she indicates that she’s ready to fuck. Though massage doesn’t have to lead to sex, I feel like a failure if my wife isn’t soaking wet and begging me to fuck her just a few minutes in.

6. Do you give or receive more massage?
I give. I can’t honestly remember the last time I had a massage. And that sucks, because I could really use one right about now.

Bonus: If a clone was made of you, would you have sex with it? What would you do first?
I don’t think I would have sex with it myself, but I would definitely enlist it to do things to Jill that I can’t do singlehandedly.

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Yep, she’s definitely waiting for me.  I probably shouldn’t have kept her waiting three weeks.

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Happy TMI Tuesday. Valentine’s Day is this week.

Love is in the Air

1. List 3 benefits of living with your significant other.
Company and emotional support. Regular sex. Occasionally not having to do the grocery shopping.

2. Have you ever reunited with a past lover and begun a relationship? Was the latest relationship as friends or lovers?
Yes. I always liked being on good terms with an ex-lover as much for the familiarity and comfort – I was never one to burn my bridges on the way out of a relationship – as for the possibility of more sex with them. The last time this happened we were strictly platonic.

3. Do you think someone is more sexy if they regularly read books or work out regularly at a gym?
Books, obviously. That’s not to say that I have anything against regular gym attendance or exercise in general, but obviously I’m a lot hotter for someone who is intelligent and doesn’t work out much than someone who knows her latissimus from her trapezius but hasn’t learned much else.

4. How likely do you think it is that your marriage will end in divorce?
I don’t think it’s very likely. But I really wish Jill was participating this week because I kind of want to know how she’d answer this question.

5. Who has more power in your love or romantic relationship–you or your partner?
I think we’re pretty even. Our relationship isn’t a power struggle or a competition. I suppose that if there were a way to measure such a thing we might discover otherwise, but why go looking for a rift where there likely is none?

Bonus: Describe the best Valentine’s Day you’ve ever had.
As someone who doesn’t remotely give a fuck about Valentine’s Day, I expected this to be a more difficult question to answer. But I think the best Valentine’s Day I can remember was the one when Jill and I were living apart and Valentine’s Day fell on a weekday, so she took the following day off of work and drove up to where I was living so we could spend the night together. It was a sweet, much appreciated gesture.

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Let’s get clean together.  Then let’s get dirty again.

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MAINTENANCE

[Editor’s Note:  Just me again this week.  Jill will return when her work schedule slows down a bit.]

1. When was the last time you changed your windshield wipers? Should they be changed now?
Ages ago. We’ve had about a tablespoon of rain over the last year. A couple months back when we had our first rainy day in ages, I tried turning my wipers on and they said, “Dude, we’re retired. You don’t get rain anymore.” We went back and forth like this for several minutes until I managed to convince the wipers it was raining and they resumed their task. Rest assured that I know when wipers need changing and there’s still a ways to go.

2. When was the last time you got a haircut or your hair ends trimmed?
My last haircut was about a month ago. It grows fast and I hate being shaggy, so I tend to get a haircut every two to two and a half months. I’ve never had my hair ends trimmed. I can admit to not knowing what hair ends are. I’m pretty sure I’ve never had them trimmed.

3. When was the last time you changed the HVAC filter in your home? Check it now.
Months ago. We don’t use our HVAC very often, or I’d change it regularly. Also, don’t give me orders.

4. Is your car due for an oil change? When was the last time you had this done?
Probably. Ages.

5. Check your fun gauge–When is the last time you did something truly fun with a loved one?
Jill and I went to a party on Saturday night. I didn’t get laid, but I didn’t get into a fight either. And if you get that reference without having to Google it, you’re officially cool. Anyway, it was a fun party, there was plenty of food and drink, and I got to hang out with some friends I haven’t seen in awhile. I need to do things like this more often; my fun gauge is hovering near the midpoint lately.

6. When is the last time you tried something new sexually? What was it? Did you like it enough to repeat it?
It’s been a hell of a long time, actually. So long, in fact, that I don’t really remember what it was that I tried. Wow, I probably sound bitter and I assure you I’m not. Our sex life has grown perhaps a bit routine, though I honestly don’t see that as a negative. I’m not a shark; I don’t need to keep moving, keep trying something new, in order to get off. If I did, it would only be a matter of time before I had to resort to the kind of fetishes that, while certainly not distasteful to me personally, are far too elaborate for this overworked husband and father to trot out every time he wants an orgasm. Thus I don’t mind that Jill and I enjoy a handful of regular positions plus a few once-in-awhile variations, as well as the usual sexual bells and whistles in which any suburban couple might regularly engage. This is our sexual style, and while I wouldn’t mind mixing it up a bit more than we do, I hardly require it enough to complain when it doesn’t happen.

Bonus: How do you nourish the connection between you and your loved ones? (parents, kids, significant other, best friend)
With Jill, I give her the most intense orgasms she’ll ever have. I also serve as a confidant and a loyal and dedicated life-partner. With my daughter, I am a stern but loving parent who provides guidance while encouraging her to excel in all things. My parents? Not sure. Our relationship is complicated. I guess I do my best to be a good son while not in any way endeavoring to live up to any expectations they may have of me. In fact, I try to stymie these expectations. I’m nearly forty years old, after all. And with my best friend I buy the occasional round provided he does the same.

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Jill’s hair is so distinctive that, upon meeting us for the first time, blogging friends who had never seen our faces recognized us based upon it.

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